La Vida Buena

Long time no post! I just started my first full week of school. So far I've been to 3 out of my 5 classes (not just today, counting my 2 last week too). I'm really happy with the classes I'm taking. They all seem like they'll be easy enough and cover really interesting material. So far, I know at least one person in each of my classes to study with, too. I have two more classes to go to for the first time today, and I have pretty high hopes that they'll be good too. But school is a boring thing to blog about, so that's enough of that.


This whole sorority business is starting to get to me a little bit. I know what I should do. I'm getting pretty good at this whole instinctual/spiritual feelings business. When I have sorority things, I don't want to go. It doesn't feel good to go, and I don't think it's going to get better. I don't think it's something the spirit is telling me to keep on doing. It's so very clear what I need to do. I'm talking with our president and vice president soon, so hopefully this won't be as hard as I'm making it out to be. A good friend reminded me earlier that when I was moving out of Davis, I was sad and it was hard, and I had a huge commitment and love for my roommate, but I managed to just do it and ended up feeling good about doing the right thing. This should be a piece of cake. I don't feel even almost as strongly about this as I did about that friendship (which is still intact, alive, and well by the way). Also, hanging out with my true friends here at home and a few in Davis makes me see how I'm really not close with the girls in the house. I have some of the best friends, and I'm so thankful for them every day.


What makes this even more clear that staying in the house isn't the right thing for me is that right now I'm having a lot of feelings that I am doing the right thing in other ways. Every day, I get to feel how good it feels to do something I'm supposed to do, and the contrast is huge. I don't really want to say on here what it is that's going so well with me right now [it's actually many things], just because it's kind of against my rules of bloggerism. But you can ask me what I'm so happy about these days if you'd like =)


On a vague but similar note, I went to an awesome concert this Saturday. A bunch of my good friends were there, and I loved spending time with them. I'm just goofy happy right now and I love all of my friends and family. Life is good.